I actually HAVE to get my MacBook back to how it was a few weeks ago. It has ALL my music that I can't get from any other place on it. And has all my tax returns and other important documents like that on it. So I'm going to have to figure out how this all works and hopefully get it all back on. I may or may not even bother putting Linux back on this laptop at this point. If it's going to be such a pain to use Linux, I don't want to use it on my one computer that has all my important stuff. My PC I just built 2 years ago has nothing important on it. So I might just stick with that and only use Linux there. We'll see. I need to stay away from it for a few days or weeks, then reassess how I feel when I'm not so angry and frustrated.
It's funny, I was reading some stuff on reddit this morning and saw this guy in the Linux threads talking about how tired he is of Linux. How he has tried so hard for years to make it work and yet it always has problems. He even has Linux Mint! And he went on for a good while about all the problems and I could relate to every single one of them. I was laughing out loud while I read and could relate to his pain and frustration. And it made me realize, I don't HAVE to do this. I don't want to be using a computer that's always got problems, always crashing, always freezing, things not working, etc etc. And this guy knows more than I do about Linux and he said he's just exhausted of using it. And that he's going back to Windows. And I was sort of thinking the same thing. And that's even before my Macbook drive got erased while at work today. I'll have to think about this and make my own decision later on, when I've calmed down. Decide if the customization and open source is worth the headache?
I do want to thank you specifically and others for helping me so far. It has been a learning experience for sure and has been fun at times. Lots of stress, frustration and wanting to give up as well. But I've usually persevered and got it to work. Which ultimately feels really good. To know that I can keep going, try hard and come out on top. And I'll still use my Kubuntu on my desktop PC when at home.
But now with my Macbook drive just disappearing and now having to worry about HOW I'm going to get it back to normal, I don't know if I want to continue with Linux on it anymore. Maybe once Apple stops supporting my OS and my computer doesn't even work, then I can turn it into a Linux computer. We'll see. Thanks again